[ Saturday January 28th, 2006 | 7:28pm ] Cant complain...life has been good. i went to the beach this morning at like 5. i havent tlaked to jess ash and nessa until today...so i heard there was drama. whats to be expected though. WE ARENT BEST FRIENDS. its fake. and ill be the one to say it..i dont know who to trust anymore. im not even gonna explain it because im sure u guys see it also. i havent gone to a club in like 3 weeks. cant complain. lissy left last night. her dad wants to send me a ticket for me to go with her to spain and germany over the summer... left one | 3 | leave your mark

[ Thursday December 22nd, 2005 | 6:33pm ] EAT THEN THE DISTRICT THEN AUTOMATIC SLIMSZ BEEN DOING BIG THINGSZ UP IN THIS PIECEEEE left one | 1 | leave your mark

omgszzzzzzzz [ Sunday October 9th, 2005 | 11:55am ] wow last night was pretty intense. devyn had left at like 4 in the afternoon and then round 9 jess came over and we got ready to head out to club mansion. kim came over and i wannted her to go. but even though shes 20 she thought he wouldnt get in. so whatever we went to to hillipes first and then aited for some friends and then we all alked to the club and then decided that we wannted to go to crobar and after crobar decided we wannted to go to wist. it was pretty fun. im about to head back to my house.. deuce deuce FUCK THA HATERSZZZZZZZ left one | 4 | leave your mark

[ Sunday September 4th, 2005 | 2:37pm ] SIDE BANGS ARE SO 2001...   left one | 17 | leave your mark

[ Monday August 29th, 2005 | 10:13pm ] [ music | MAE ] TRUE FRIENDS? BEST FRIENDS? FRIENDS? do those even exist anymore. in my mind your either my enemy or your my family. plus the aquaintances that we all have but thats besides the point. i cant stand all of these fake friends, shit talking, back stabbing high school drama. yes i can be immature but not this immature....i have very little friends, i try to keep my distance...the more friends, the more shit that happeneds. the only person i hang out with basically is jess. jess teh biffs teh loves for the past umm how long. yea ive had friends in the past but nothing will compare to jess. its been one hell of a bumpy fucking ride and i loved every second of it. through the good and bad i look back and remember how stupid i used to be. the stuff we did. but yea bebuhh we learned. we go out and have the time of a fucking life time every weekened..not tradeing it for nothing. no drugs and no alcohol...we still have a blast. now does that mean ill claim edge? FUCK NO...in my opinion i dont agree with it if you dont wanna do it then just dont. i do it because i know how they are, and i hate not being able to control myself. the fact the the drug controls my actions is just murderous.. ill tell you all right now. i dress how i want. its FASHION. i like it. i listen to all kinds of rock, and other shit to. my hair? its the fucking shit. its different. u dont like it? well i dont give a fuck. im probably not friends with you anyways because youve probably fucked me over in some way or your just really fucking drama rounded that i cant deal with you. dont get me wrong i like many people, you didnt dick me over, your cool with me, and your real, then chances are i like you. its seriously to the point where...high school>friends...i wanna do somethign with myself. chances are, yall aint gonna be there wen i move on with my life. so i cant let people faze me and i dont. i seriously have the most warm fuzzies for samantha sky my fam, teh blood. my life line. id take a fucking massacre stabbing for you bebuhh. i gotta do what i gotta do. gottta throw some fierce though or else youll get walked on. so go ahead. talk. tlak lots of shit. say what you say. your gonna do it reguardless... but uhh who are you? someone worth listening to...probably not...your perfect? if you answered yes.then im cracking my fucking ass up. your nothign better, neither am i... derek left one | 14 | leave your mark

[ Monday August 15th, 2005 | 5:48pm ] Please baby act like you know who i am atleast...i just got through with this fucking christian bullshit, and when me and my friend called jonny yesterday and christian picked up...he knewm it was gonna be me...duh but i didnt knwo christian would have been with him. but you know what if it wasnt for you. i probably would have broke down. but you made me happy. n now u wanna lie to em, not tell me where ur going. sweet tlak around that bad shit..you were stuttering on the fone common. im sorry but im not goin to go through this again. if you think that this is the way love should be, well let me tell you its not for me. left one | 8 | leave your mark

[ Thursday August 4th, 2005 | 11:00am ] GONE VINTAGE SHOPPING..CRUSH TONIGHT left one | 1 | leave your mark

THE ORDINARY DAY [ Sunday July 24th, 2005 | 10:43pm ] [ music | DAFT PUNK-DIGITAL LOVE ] like Tarzan, ill have no fear... like jess told me, dont shed a tear... like a mountain, i must stand strong... i must swim around the whirl pool and go along... We laughed, we had fun... before i knew it love had overcome... my coffee in the morning is what you were, now everything is just a messed up blurr... we were perfect, like two peas in a pod... but he became the issue, so i started to sobb... your first at everything is your true love...? i dont believe it because its pain from above... paint a pretty picture, it would be ur face...because when i paint i tend to gaze into space... are u going in the shower or is it something new??? excuses excuses was a hell of a problem too... im no angel, of course you know... but jealousys and issue, and it tends to show.. i dont want your hello, i dont want you goodbye... i want you to leave me alone and continue with your guy. left one | 3 | leave your mark

HOUSE OF JEALOUS LOVERSSS!!! [ Sunday July 24th, 2005 | 5:25am ] [ music | HOUSE OF JEALOUS LOVERS ] JUST GOT BACK FROM POP LIFE. TIRED. HERES PICS FROM THE LAST 4 WEEKS ( FORVER AND ALWAYS, UNTIL THE DAY I DIE ) left one | 11 | leave your mark

WHOS GONNA FUCKIN STEP UP... [ Saturday July 23rd, 2005 | 12:04pm ] I just woke up for a bad dream. you were in it and so was ur love. Dont call me and ill be fine...it was nice not having you call me after u left yesterday. i didnt have to get reminded that someone cares a little. but i don't think you do anyways. its good. hurting but its for the best. leave your mark

[ Monday July 18th, 2005 | 10:42pm ] is crying even the answer. is lieing even necessary. its got me know where. your my motivation. your my hell. your my "i love you". we always rebel. im eager to know what is eactly inside that gingerbread house...is it only beautiful on the outside...? do i even want to know? i do...what if i cant run away. or what if it really all is what it seems to be on the outside...sweet, nice, beautiful, and so tempting. cause thats how i see you. that river on the other side. ive never had enough courage to cross it until tonight. i did it. im not scared. because i relaized that you dont care at all. so why not let you know. why not let my emotions show. stubborn taurus, i always have to have my way...and if i dont get it.its all over. why am i like that? why are we so loving, we are we so easily manipulated...because we love. taurus are artsy people. love is an art. but what would i know. BOSSY FUCKING BULL. how did i get my self into this. why do i feel this way about you? is this real? is this a figment of my imagination. its to good to be true. how cna i get over you... left one | 10 | leave your mark

[ Monday July 18th, 2005 | 8:44pm ] murdxrous: clouds in my coffee so simply are: logs in my toilet WORD HAS IT THAT THERE IS A FUCKING NO PANTS PARTY THURSDAY AT SAMS CASA. BE THERE OR BE SQUARE....SO I GUESS COME TO WELSOME MY FATXASS BACK K GAY BYE left one | 1 | leave your mark

Fuck what you heard [ Monday July 18th, 2005 | 4:13pm ] [ music | IMA ROBOT- BLACK JETTAS ] Last night was pretty intense, i got ina fight with my whole family... like all of them and they are all italians so in the middle of fridays everyone screaming at each other and so me and my cousin just left and went on a drive...got me some cigs and then went home....they all met us here and we all faught some more....later that night i went to the parliament house and chilled with cory, marcy, joanne, magen, k, skye and then met some new people...it was my last night clubbing in orlando so i figured id make the best of it. it wasnt to bad. i got home and called "someone" and ive just been stressing over this thing for so long, i dont know what to do anymore. sergios been calling but im scared to pick up. i kinda have a thing for cory. SAM IS THE GREATEST THING THAT HAS EVER BEEN PLACED IN MY FONE BOOK.love her cant wait till the fucking awesome fiestas. no regrets, derek left one | 2 | leave your mark

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